To all women who want to quit
I understand it is difficult to let go. I know you are suffering. I know it’s not fair what happened and you want things to be okay as you have endured enough. I know you are pretending to be happy. I know you are pretending to be strong or rude because there is a naive girl inside somewhere you are trying to protect. It’s okay if you don’t want anyone else to know about her. Nobody needs to care or know, but you should understand that in your entire struggle she is dying slowly. I understand no matter where you go your mind is still trapped in that one room but trust me that girl is trying to come out. A little push and she will make you happy again. It’s okay to be careless and cynical, do me a favor don’t give up instead, if necessary let it go. One day will come when you don’t have to pretend to be strong or happy because you will be for real. It’s just you don’t see that spark yet but I know it’s in there somewhere. You might not be able to see it yet but there is an end to it. Just hang in there and try not to be so harsh on yourself.
One day when everything is over, you will look back realizing how strong you are and how nicely you handled it.